i don’t think i’ve ever taken something so personally from the opposite sex before. this is different than being heart broken, it’s almost as if my ego is bruised or i’ve questioned my self-worth. i don’t let myself get attached to someone else until i feel like they feel a similar way towards me, and i’ve just been completely caught off guard.  how does someone decide to completely change the dynamic of a relationship and then when they’re confronted about it they just deny it. just tell me you’re done with me… no but don’t because i don’t want to hear that. i hate this feeling of false hope. what do you do when you feel like someone is holding you by a thread and you’re slowly falling to the ground? i know i’m falling but is it a bad idea to think i just might not hit the ground just yet…

onatangent:

And then reality hit me again. That this really is for the best. 

Things you do not have to feel guilty about

becky-fitness:

• Saying no sometimes
• Wanting to be alone sometimes
• Saying no to sex
• Saying yes to sex
• Not being sure about your life career
• Deciding to study instead of going out
• Getting rid of the toxic people in your life
• Ending a relationship that is hurting you
• Not liking the things everyone else likes